The love of my life has left my country on Tuesday 23/06/09 at 2359 to start a new life. Its really hard since we were having a great time and the relationship was so strong and was getting stronger. I have never felt this before..i had to keep reminding myself that he is not dead.. he is just a few thousand of miles away on the same planet. And i know i am going to be with him in a few years time. I am learning to accept this physical separation but i can tell you it is not as easy as it seems. He moved on and so must i. We had a pack and i am going to keep my end, rusty start but the end is in mind.
My dad told me to have
1) a short term plan
2) a long term plan
and i am planning to utilize this fatherly advice for the first time in my life in a self-discipline and mature way. I am ready to begin my life as a adult with responsibilities. CHANGE is what everyone want these days and in this matter i am one of the 'everyone'.
One day i am gonna walk this airport and it will be one of the happiest moment in my life despite the jet lag and numb ass. I am going to take a picture and say ever so softly to myself "we did it.." and i am going to smile a big ass smile and kiss the person closest to me at that very moment and take a picture of that too. :P
This is my dream..but it won't stay a dream for long.
JOHN F. KENNEDY AIRPORT , NEW YORK U.S.A.RxD
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