Monday, August 17, 2009

how do u erase past mistakes? cheating , hurting someone you love.... everyone wishes they could go back to that moment and change it... just something simple like picking up a phone or being online or attending a friends graduation.... some people aren't so lucky.. they have to live with their mistakes all their lives...some get to move on and some dont.. human make mistakes..... and some human can't forgive... y? is it because the extend or severity of the sin is too much to put up with.... "to forgive is divine"...ahaa ... no wonder.... everyone goes through shit... different kinds.... and for some it is the cause for their 'mistakes' .... but what if the sinner truly repent and was sorry for his sins....would he be fogiven then? does he has to prove it? God can forgive ... i believe that... but human cant forgive and i believe that too.....

does it make any sense if a person for the first time experince undying, burning, real love, is afraid to make a mistake...and eventually did..... how about that? can the person be forgiven? what if the person sincerly doesnt knw why she did what she did... does she deserve to be given a second chance.... screwing up is a part of growing but be careful because some screw up is far beyond repair....
what about an advice for those who went too far? what would happen to them? will society help her or is she truly beyond repair? what is the use of human race? what is the use of religion if not to teach love to one another and to forgive and understand each other...we have all forget the purpose of being in this world...we have all turn cold and doubtful of one another.... we have become selfish, to protect ourselves from our own kind...
y is forgiving hard? why does the good person suffer? is that the way God plans it so that the ill-mannered person will get a lesson out of it....... y does God love them so much? Forgiveness is so powerful and only seen in the wise and great men. The norms are the ones that conquer earth.... and make this world a place of hate n suffering.... religion is not doing a good job... i believe a person can change.... but she must be given time and guidance.... she has to admit her faults and flaws and climb up the hard wall of self discovery.. sometimes u see on tv some extraordinary people and we'll go..whats so hard about that.... when we come to that moment of decision....then we realize that those people are extraordinary... how the F did they do it?? from there everything changes.... its not the same ...everything just got harder... things just wont stop falling apart.... thats where u call out to God.... then things start to look better but not quite yet... just then u fall again....hard...n u pray some more....
ur soul, body and mind just doesnt seem to be in peace with each other....wounded ego starts to reveal itself...and then ur stuck...u dont knw what to do......but u cant stop because the whole world is moving....so u have to move to....but where?
whats going on? what am i suppose to do? why ?
it gets so blurry ..... for the final attempt, u call out to God again...
and....we'll see ..

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