you can feel it when something is wrong n sometimes it feels like you cant fix this one..... you just dont know what to do anymore.... u want it to work so bad but things are just not going your way... u need divine intervention ...but the Divine will do whatever He wants and whatever He wants might not be what you want and in the end u might or might not get what u want..... not that complicated.... its simple and its written...
ask and you shall receive...with a condition...ask for the right stuff.... there are so many ways possible to ask for something but only few of those are the 'receivable' way....
sometimes u just get so tired u dont want anything anymore.... you just want to be..i dont know... free?.. whatever that means... you want every inch of u body and soul to feel out of this world.... ecstatic... free...
you dont want to hear nags, ambulance sirens, police cars, thunder, pain....but maybe the rain, or leaves rustling , the sounds of wind, the silence of winter, water?

maybe its better if we just die and leave all this...but i have tasted love and i am not ready to give that up for a maybe.... i am in love with L.O.V.E .. keeps me feeling high and on top of the world.... im just human....im too stupid too care for anything less.. and perhaps still not ready to move on for something more.... :)