The End of a Love Story

this blog was created from love.... but if the relationship is not there.....whats the use.................. i had to let go...... GODDDDDDD i don't want to!!! but i had to.....he was unhappy n tortured by my mistakes....i dont deserve him..... frm that the i lost all rights.... now im just a girlfriend who cheated...yeah thats right i cheated with his best friend..i told him on the spot i did it....its been months n all this time he pretended he was ok with it....he never was.... he is a great guy...n he deserve a great girl....i m not great.... im the worst kind.....the pain is so great it can bring down the largest mammal on earth....i dont want to but i have to ...if i love him.... i have to make him happy... i never love someone as much....never! goodbye my lover